Wednesday is emotional-connectedness day.
Apparently.
so to recap, this morning:
I had to yell at office furniture. Said office furniture became strangely imposing very quickly.
Sit, think, and feel as opposed to sit, think, try, to verbalize, then shut it out. Very odd.
Cried uncontrollably without shame.
Talked about my Dad. With shame. (cliche, anyone?) And
Acknowledged the jumbly mess that stems from this relationship.
However, I did end this exercise in emotional exhaustion and "connection" on a positive note--with A.Pole, this weekend, art stuff. humor. Excitement.
Felt drained...sad for a while...then refreshed...then generally tired the rest of the day.
word.
so to recap, this morning:
I had to yell at office furniture. Said office furniture became strangely imposing very quickly.
Sit, think, and feel as opposed to sit, think, try, to verbalize, then shut it out. Very odd.
Cried uncontrollably without shame.
Talked about my Dad. With shame. (cliche, anyone?) And
Acknowledged the jumbly mess that stems from this relationship.
However, I did end this exercise in emotional exhaustion and "connection" on a positive note--with A.Pole, this weekend, art stuff. humor. Excitement.
Felt drained...sad for a while...then refreshed...then generally tired the rest of the day.
word.
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