The things I want

So much talk about self-fulfilling prophecies. Maybe if I write it out....

Im ready for strong days, the drive to move forward
feeling healthy
Ready for waking up excited
missing you

Ready for the 'can't wait to see you' even though I just did.
Days outside
Reading and wanting to learn again.
Finding my inner-strength
and knowing that I've always had it

Ready for support and laughter.
Not always needing it (but having it when I desperately do)
Smooth emotional roller-coasters.
Ready to face the feelings. Not run from them.
New memories, and remembering old ones freely

Ready for Inspiration.
Cooking adventures
Paint on my fingers, face, and clothes.
Creative surges
Ready to feel smart and good again.

Ready to let myself be happy. Find comfort. Less confusion. Not worry about "meanings" I can't define.

You.

More on this later, probably.