Sounds silly and dramatic

Every so often I get this feeling like I'm waking up.


I like the non-zombie days when I wake up and I actually feel alert, when it doesn't take me 5 hours to begin to function. Days when thoughts flow freely through my head and I can focus. Days I feel like I can handle set-backs--and myself. When I can curb the negativity. It all sounds so serious, but I suppose I'm stubborn that way.

Maybe what I need right now are small victories.