Trying to ride the small waves of clarity
Recently, when [certain] people ask me for "updates", I'm not able to respond with a quick 'good' or 'bad' or one-worded synopsis of how things are going.
I try to fish for it, but I can't. I literally have to sit and think because I can't explain it. Not in a "spot runs fast" type of elementary-level description, anyway. It's been a whole whirl wind of things.
And I actually don't want to have --or feel the need to-- sum it up in a sentence that really can't capture it to begin with. If that makes any sense. I know how I feel (or how I've been feeling because, let's face it, rarely do I ever really know how i feel. ha). And I think that's enough for me right now...
I'm a little Terrified. (okay maybe a lot). But in the best way possible.
so, yes.
I try to fish for it, but I can't. I literally have to sit and think because I can't explain it. Not in a "spot runs fast" type of elementary-level description, anyway. It's been a whole whirl wind of things.
And I actually don't want to have --or feel the need to-- sum it up in a sentence that really can't capture it to begin with. If that makes any sense. I know how I feel (or how I've been feeling because, let's face it, rarely do I ever really know how i feel. ha). And I think that's enough for me right now...
I'm a little Terrified. (okay maybe a lot). But in the best way possible.
so, yes.
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