Things I know (5/10)

I guess I'm not so worried about posting this anymore-- but it's from a while ago.

This is the first time I've been so consumed by feelings of good and of happy and by thoughts of you. My heart feels full and ready and open and only a little afraid.

I know that I'm still adjusting to some things, and I'm sorry for that. (I also know it's worth it.)
I sometimes (usually for no reason at all) get a little scared that... I'm not 'doing things right'. But then I know that I am because I care enough to worry and because I know that I'm happy. And I see you are too.
It feels like it's been longer than 2 months, or a year, or a semester and a half or however you want to frame time. But at the same time it feels like no time has passed.

-that-

I could love you, if you'll let me.
And if I let myself.