Transitions. and not in the "Meliora" sense.

I want to make things better. I want to be better.

But there's a difference between "being better" in the sense of Enlightenment ideals of 'improvement'  (bettering oneself --> humanity) and the desire/need to be better because you didn't think you were good enough in the first place.


I realized today that I'm slowly making that shift towards the first category. And it feels good.

I've been stuck in that second one for a really long time.