Things I know

This is the first time I've felt everything at once, with intensity. That I've been so consumed by this feeling of good and of happy and by thoughts of you.
And sometimes, usually for no reason at all, I get a little scared.... that I'm not 'doing things right'. But then I know that I am because I know that I'm happy. And I see you are too.

It feels like it's been longer than 2 months, or a year, or a semester and a half or however you want to frame time. But at the same time it feels like no time has passed.

I know that I'm still adjusting to some things, and I'm sorry for that. (I also know it's worth it.)

-that-


I could love you, if you'll let me.
And if I let myself.