If we keep smothering, things will explode

Im sarcastic and try not to take myself seriously. But I put pressure on myself when I shouldnt.
and dont have confidence when I should.
I have no direction, but I have faith (for the most part)
Im not good with words sometimes. and spend too much time in my own head.
Im creative, but I smother it because I dont think it's good enough. I sometimes don't feel good enough.
I worry. I stress out too much. And I never give myself credit.

I have so much I dont know what to do with. Im bad at acting, but pretty okay at the feeling part. I like the feeling part.

Im trying to fix the problems I see... and not drag you (too far) into them.