re-reading letters
sitting here for half an hour pouring over some of the best conversations Ive had.
it's so obvious!
Good lord.
I felt close to you early on. And I hatehatehate that I shut down --I can pick out at the times this happens..I can see it and even feel it, like it's a fresh wound or something. I don't understand.
But
this is how I have functioned for a long time, apparently. And Im trying to break it. So....relax? good plan. "stop putting pressure on yourself" is easier said than done. And believe me, I say it to myself at least 10 times a day in some capacity.
Also, after reading for this long, it's also very clear to see the sustained excitement (and other things) over the past few months. And that is certainly something to talk about. That doesnt happen to me very often anymore.
:D
I like these.
it's so obvious!
Good lord.
I felt close to you early on. And I hatehatehate that I shut down --I can pick out at the times this happens..I can see it and even feel it, like it's a fresh wound or something. I don't understand.
But
this is how I have functioned for a long time, apparently. And Im trying to break it. So....relax? good plan. "stop putting pressure on yourself" is easier said than done. And believe me, I say it to myself at least 10 times a day in some capacity.
Also, after reading for this long, it's also very clear to see the sustained excitement (and other things) over the past few months. And that is certainly something to talk about. That doesnt happen to me very often anymore.
:D
I like these.
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