imminent (on cutlery)

I have so much I don't quite know what to do with yet
I'm not used to finding more and more of these intense, evolving positives that I can continuously and actively seek out or that take me by surprise (Reverse Mona Lisa throwback!)

and I want it to all find a place that fits and is received like I think it will be.

but, for now--

I like your weird genes and your recessive traits
and your words that are comforting and wise and the things I look forward to most these days
and your narrow shoulders and tiny frame I am still getting used to against my not-so-tiny one.
and that we're both blessed with bad circulation.
I like your sometimes cutely awkward, sometimes coy. And the changes in your face when you tell stories.

Anndd....Im in-real-time-working on what to do with my own set of "jumbled mess"