coffee and granola.

Realization. You can want things to change, want to find what's missing.

But unless you make them happen....then, they simply won't. That's the hard part I think.

I keep saying I am going to start painting more. I am going to start enjoying the small things, not stressing about the small things, exploring. smiling. caring. Maybe then I won't want to run so often. won't shut down. Maybe then..

Bubble wrap and more coffee.

I want to find what's missing. At least now it doesnt always seem so far away.