Ponderance

I've come to realize that sometimes the one person you think you can count on more than anyone ends up becoming more and more distant from you as time goes on. I'm not liking this.
And I know I keep elaborating on this same theme, but it is something that has really been bothering me lately. I feel like this disconnect is something you can't fix once it gets to a certain point.
It just seems to hard to think that you can become distant to someone you know so much about--right down to the fact that they'll only eat the peanut butter out of reeses because they don't like chocolate, but they'll chug chocolate milk like its the water from the eternal fountain of youth. (Strange, I know.) Or that they hate phone calls, and in fact never really call anyone, but if you call them you will talk for hours at a time.
I could go on...but the point is that so many years of my life have been shared with this person and it is strange to think that they won't be there for me like they used to be. Maybe with more effort?
Or maybe I just need to accept this as a natural occurence, like a natural life-happening. Relationships come and go, and they constantly change even when we don't want them to.

Something to think about I guess...

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