level-headedness
Okay, so I realize that I am ..sometimes..not the most level-headed person. I am quick to panic, mope in mild versions of self-pity and helplessness. Composure escapes me, I can accept this. But then I move on.
It's a vicious cycle.
So I will continue to try and ward off these tendencies with some amount of focus. That's what I need.
To anchor myself.
I know that things will work out, I know that I am not destined for failure, that I have some elusive skills in life, maybe not what you would call a "destiny", but I have a purpose. I have passions and interests. Deep down I know that I know this, I just need it to come to the surface more often. I need it to hold in my consciousness. I need to believe these things.
And I will!
The rest of where my thought-process is going is heading into somewhat-cliched relationship-talk. But I'll save that. I just like knowing that I have you. And that you know some of these things about me even if I can't get there yet.
It's a vicious cycle.
So I will continue to try and ward off these tendencies with some amount of focus. That's what I need.
To anchor myself.
I know that things will work out, I know that I am not destined for failure, that I have some elusive skills in life, maybe not what you would call a "destiny", but I have a purpose. I have passions and interests. Deep down I know that I know this, I just need it to come to the surface more often. I need it to hold in my consciousness. I need to believe these things.
And I will!
The rest of where my thought-process is going is heading into somewhat-cliched relationship-talk. But I'll save that. I just like knowing that I have you. And that you know some of these things about me even if I can't get there yet.
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