Really obvious things that I probably just need to say anyway
It REALLY hurt that my brother and dad weren't at my graduation. I wasn't feeling proud or good about things--about graduating, my degree, or my giant and constantly growing debt-- and could have really benefited from some support. I still carry this with me--I don't know why.
I feel like I made mistakes. And not knowing what I'm doing paralyzes me a little bit, but I need to know that that's okay.
I feel like a little bit of a quitter (agonyyy). I need to stop. I also kind of feel like a disappointment. That's not helpful either.
I feel lost. But I don't feel hopeless. That's a big step up. Things are so much better than last year. I can't even say this enough.
I'm learning not to freak out about things and jump to conclusions. This will help.
........Lately I just really wish I could count on my parents, like other people my age do, even for financial support. It really makes me sad that I can't go to anyone for help when I need it. It's very isolating and lonely and makes me feel like I'm not ready for adulthood.
Im sure there's more but this is making me anxious.
I feel like I made mistakes. And not knowing what I'm doing paralyzes me a little bit, but I need to know that that's okay.
I feel like a little bit of a quitter (agonyyy). I need to stop. I also kind of feel like a disappointment. That's not helpful either.
I feel lost. But I don't feel hopeless. That's a big step up. Things are so much better than last year. I can't even say this enough.
I'm learning not to freak out about things and jump to conclusions. This will help.
........Lately I just really wish I could count on my parents, like other people my age do, even for financial support. It really makes me sad that I can't go to anyone for help when I need it. It's very isolating and lonely and makes me feel like I'm not ready for adulthood.
Im sure there's more but this is making me anxious.
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