I hate talking to my grandparents about neuroscience every time they call. And you can bet that it WILL come up every time they call.
I understand it's out of concern, but I can't stand that each time I hang up I feel like I've made some horrible mistake.
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I can't keep in these in-between states. Indecisiveness, regret, fear---they all lead to inaction on my part. It's becoming a huge problem. What's the point of thinking what if I made the wrong choice? I made my choice--finally, after a year of torturing myself--and now I have to do something with it.
I don't like being this person with no ambition. no goals. It's not me.
So, NO. I am NOT doing neuroscience anymore. And I'm sorry that makes you worry. It makes me worry---but that is my choice for now. Please accept it.
(I dont know how many conversations more it will take to make this point..but im trying)
I understand it's out of concern, but I can't stand that each time I hang up I feel like I've made some horrible mistake.
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I can't keep in these in-between states. Indecisiveness, regret, fear---they all lead to inaction on my part. It's becoming a huge problem. What's the point of thinking what if I made the wrong choice? I made my choice--finally, after a year of torturing myself--and now I have to do something with it.
I don't like being this person with no ambition. no goals. It's not me.
So, NO. I am NOT doing neuroscience anymore. And I'm sorry that makes you worry. It makes me worry---but that is my choice for now. Please accept it.
(I dont know how many conversations more it will take to make this point..but im trying)
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