It's about growth.

It's not just about being able to "update my linkedin" or say that "now I'm doing this, and I plan to do this next." It feels worse than that -as everyone else around me moves forward.

It's about having new experiences; 

building new skills; 

feeling like I'm doing something worth-while;

Something that's mine.

It's about not feeling stuck and second.

I feel like I am in EXACTLY the same place I was in last year. I hate feeling like that-and I feel like that all.thefucking.time. It's disappointing and.... embarrassing. Sometimes devastatingly so.

Lately, I just feel like I can't.

Like I'm waiting.     

But, then again, it's an easy excuse....?