Hard to read

I am mostly just horribly, horribly insecure. But it's not your typical I'm-a-girl-so-I'm-insecure insecurities, I've got those covered. Instead, I will call it.... the insecurity version of...performance anxiety?

I dunno what to call it-- except you're usually never as interested as I would hope. This is something I'm used to, but in contexts that technically make sense for it.

This isn't appropriate for my blogosphere, nor is it constructive, 

so I'm going to stop myself here.