Day 14- your earliest memory

aha--first, can we take a moment to recognize the contradiction between the last two posts? Silly me.

But more importantly:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 

I can't concentrate, I'm in no mood to do anything, and my mind can't 'sit still' for more than 3 seconds. I just want to draw. More to the point, I want even more to GIVE IN to this because that never happens anymore! What to do.....

• Update resume (how do I tailor 3 different ones?!)
• identify [professional/art/] interests? WHATTHEDEUCE?! i have no idea how to even attempt this.
• follow up w/ Kevin, Margie, Dean Burdick, uh....probably more people.
• read read read
• lalaalalalalalalala