Somewhere between "uptight" and "party animal"

The title is possibly for dramatic effect. I don't think those two things are on opposite spectrums, but lately I'm having trouble remembering that.

Being in the position of going out frequently (and enjoying it, for the most part), but not being able to partake in things. ie drinking or eating anything, ever, is proving to be more than frustrating.  

All joking aside. I'm trying this thing where I don't wait until things have sat around in my psyche until they explode. I tend to do that, and it's bad for everyone. I've been getting quite good at avoiding that emotional fermentation process, but I'm going to have to work a little harder on this particular issue because I can feel things brewing. 

It's a weird situation to be in. I'm not the kind of person to tell others how to live their lives, but at the same time I can't quite say that I'm a fan of certain habits...conundrum. 

To be continued.