uhh....staying positive.

Its hard for me to stay positive on any given day.
It's a quality I wish I had.

It's even harder when you feel like every single aspect of your life is shitting on your head.

Maybe this will be the thing I need to finally get moving....to possibly leave Rochester and do something w/ my life.
We'll see.

First things first, I have to stop feeling like crap/agony and feeling sorry for my situation.
I guess a lot of that first part is up to my spine..pain makes everything feel x100000 harder.