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*overwhelmed overwhelmed missyou overwhelmed*

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I had the (not so new) realization that I am sometimes (well, often...) afraid to even try.
I dont know why this is but it really keeps me/ has kept me from a lot of things. I realized this in yoga when we were doing hand stands and I made up my mind that I wasn't going to do it because "I couldn't". So, the "i cant do this" attitude was my excuse to not even bother...until I asked the instructor for help--and then I did it. huzzah!

I see myself doing new things lately, and I take them as huge triumphs.
And now I need to apply this to other parts of my life (like jobs/careers/grad school/etc.)