drawing again...finally?

I suppose TA-ing is proving helpful, and actually very enjoyable. And I suppose I need to be shaken out of this stillness that has kept me from doing anything [creative] for myself.

Still fighting my style. still looking for ways to combine my drawings (which I usually like) with painting (which I usually like, if I don't do it). Lately I feel the need to explore the constant opposition/contradiction that I find in most things--and myself.

putting together/taking apart.
Covering/uncovering.
obsessive repetition (and still not getting anywhere).
boundaries.
the need to fix something.

The heaviness of things.