Nana and Papa

My grandpa isn't doing very well.
Apparently he's been in the hospital for over a week and has to go on his second round of chemo. That seems nearly impossible for an 86 year old man. He's a strong guy, but I just don't know if he can take it.

I am completely racked with guilt---I should have called them more, been a better granddaughter. But what can I do now?
I feel horrible for my nana...she hasn't been without him in over 60 years. And my dad, he's just starting to have a relationship with them after a good 20 years.

I don't know what's going to happen, but at the moment my head is filled with horrible things.

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