A month in.
I cry a lot when I'm alone, now.
Sometimes out of frustration.
Most of the time because I'm in mourning for what life could be like without so much pain.
That, in and of itself, is hard to wrap my head around. I mourn for myself and my body and the unnecessary toll is takes on me and those around me. It feels so unfair.
On days like today, it's almost unbearable to cope.
But I have to....
So I guess for now, I'll cry.
Sometimes out of frustration.
Most of the time because I'm in mourning for what life could be like without so much pain.
That, in and of itself, is hard to wrap my head around. I mourn for myself and my body and the unnecessary toll is takes on me and those around me. It feels so unfair.
On days like today, it's almost unbearable to cope.
But I have to....
So I guess for now, I'll cry.
Comments
Post a Comment